Sunday, November 19, 2006

Motivation is a fleeting motherfucker...

It sort of sucks I have a test tomorrow and a presentation on wednesday, another presentation and paper coming up... but im draggin my feet mostly since yesterday's test... which wasnt very challenging... I guess its funny cuz the reason i take so many credits is partially because i tend to do less work if i have less classes.. something about the challenge... and yet just a week or two ago i was stressed out beyong repair... now im chillin (still behind) but sort of apathetic bout getting shit done.. i guess a lot of it is that instant gratification stuff... at least with every day homework you can talk about it in class. Im doing shit for 3 weeks from now.

Not much else to do though, sort of bored... sleeping a lot...
hard to have the motivation to do other things... yesterday i felt sick all day after the test, and slept like half the day and then went to bed at 10 PM...

wow is this a shitty blog entry, clearly i want to talk to someone or something and no one is around.

SO everyday I wonder about how Lex is doing, and everyday I get no answer... Im not sure if that makes it easier or harder.

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