After two full days of class, I am pretty exhausted. Ready for a break, a return to the other part of my life. A weird desire for there to be more of that, the counseling, because at least there I have the chance to make a difference.
Classes are going ok. I still wonder how people perceive me. I wonder if I seem standoffish, if it obvious that I am not impressed by most people. If I come off as a know it all, who can't put sentences together in the moment.
We do exercises in class, brainstorming activities, or role-plays, or little activities and sometimes we don't participate because we are bored, or aren't sure how to start, and other times we impress the Profs who treat us like we are not their equals... and that is the problem I think.
Their perspective is all off... maybe they will transition, maybe this is the first few weeks and then they will step back, but I question every move. I am vocal about it too. I risk pissing them off, and I don't like to piss people off, but if this year ends up feeling like last year I will be angry. And they should know why.
The rest of life? yeah right.
