Friday, September 23, 2005

feel free to disagree but after breaking down and building back up at least once tonight, im still fairly sure that if i lost 20 lbs (or gained 20 in muscle) and had bluer eyes i would be a lot more attractive. this isnt what i broke down about -but its funny how insecurities (things you are worried about and dont feel like u have any control over) get transformed into things u might actually be able to change and often do have control over...




(and by funny i mean really really sad)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Mikey,

I got a thing tomorrow and can't make it to dinner. Will you be around on Sunday? Could you stay and we could all have lunch and then you take off?

I'm sorry, I knew about this thing for a month and blanked on it.

j