Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

"Chain smoking worries
a flutter a flight
caught up in the secrets of today
the shadows passing in the night

bow and ribbon packaging
newspaper, cheap the wrap
flustered, boxing our hearts away
how quick we turn to shield and strap

and with this panic conscious preparation
guilt, forgiveness, queasy, trite
overcoming love we hope not hatred
trapped by shadows we failed to site"




Mike the rock left me this mysterious note, and then left, the last time someone did this to me i freaked out for a few hours. Its hard to be a worrier. you spend half your time so freaked out that something bad has happened to someone else and the other half worrying something bad is about to happen to you.

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we saw this guy Lauden wainwright last night, i wasnt expecting much and got a hell of a lot more than i was expecting, he's rufus's dad. he had the right combo of saw and funny and meaningful and different to really hit you right and be entertaining allthewhile.

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this weekend has been really slow, but in a nice way, like gentle relaxationg to the point of boredom but not overcome with it, more just accepting.
the problem is now you gotta jump out do homework etc. easier said than done. i slept in all friday morning and was only semi prepped for my friday afternoon class. i told myself i would be on top of this shit this year, but oh well. i guess i gotta get back on the walrus.

(my comp is starting to slow, this is not good)

we were up till 8 AM so i told myself i had to be up by 2 and get moving, i have yet to do the moving.


speaking, i dont know if i mentioned this, but i may not get a room upstairs because they might move hurricane victims in which is pretty cool. me thinks





peace and love, (my art is only half done and im out of ideas, and im forcing as it is, and i was supposed to have it done this weekend)



fair day to ya