Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

Dos de mayo

It was one of those nights, nothing really went wrong, it was fine for the most part, nice people, simple actions and the events, well a hockey game and a bubblegum chewing contest, how can you go wrong? Hmm, ever end a night thinking you shouldnt have gone out at all? Not that you would have had a better time at home alone, but maybe you said something really stupid, or found out some things about the people you were with that you didnt really like, or maybe the moon wasn't smiling just right at you. Or maybe (probably) you have been working too hard and need a break. Maybe you have been eating all wrong, on purpose. Maybe its lack of control, maybe your sick of having control. Maybe you have been working too much and still cant satisfy your cravings, or their's. Maybe its time to cry, or see a rock concert. Maybe you cant afford one and forgot about the other. Maybe you cant dance or sing anyway. Most likely you want to be dreaming, most likely you are, at all hours of the day. Maybe you find yourself being nostalgic a sure sign that you are unhappy, how long has it been? Maybe the symbols of God on your neck arent enough to keep you in contact. maybe you are lost. The hair on me head is shrinking, curious, will there be enough to cover. All I want is to cover. Sometimes it feels like winter. I can't satisfy. Lots of peoples say you shouldnt live like that. Stronger to remain or parachute out? I cant focus, and this underlying feeling allows me to think only- I want to fall in love.