Saturday, October 17, 2015

Feeling the casual purposelessness of my new life.  The last few interactions I've had with folks have felt like misses.
Saw a movie by myself tonight and it made me feel guilty for spending the money. 
Gonna buy a computer tomorrow likely so that I have more things to distract myself. See how long that lasts...
It's cold and feels like winter could come quick (though the weather report says no). 
I don't think I'll find a human comforter for winter, so I'll probably have to go dig up some more boxes from my brothers place. 
There is a desire to move out, and a masochistic side that's says I don't deserve it. 
I started the day wondering if I could escape to Antarctica. I'm not sure it's a bad plan. 
No idea what I'm doin

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