Sunday, March 02, 2003

There's some bad energy staying with me and I don't know how to get rid of it. But it showed up yesterday while I was with some friends and all of a sudden I just felt like maybe I hated everyone, and I was just fooling myself. I don't think that's right, but this weird feeling is about the size of a grape fruit and its chilling and I don't know what to do with it. I believe it is like all the extra shit, tiny bits and pieces of things dealt with years ago, and small things that just flew over the defenses like germs riding the sneeze, built up and compacted, and since it got through all my defenses I don't know what to do with it. Just don't want to be mean to people, not when im having such nice days. Peace and love yo.

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