Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

i just made a raunchy comment on a friend's website, to find out what was said, go look at all of them.

It was Just for you that light show played a sweet show, though there may have been slight technical problems, and kristen needs a bit more confidence ( i mean if she blows us away with a whisper imagine what she could do if she really tried) ---> i'll try to work on it with her.

I was a bit nervous no one would show up, and slightly saddened that more people werent there, but it was good times.
very good times i dont really know what to say they are just good. I always have a hard time describing them to people, they play good original music. they dont really sound like anybody except themselves and its wonderful. (though sometimes hard to dance to) all of them are incredibly good at what they do so its hard to even say stuff.

we shall eagerly await more. (and of course, if nothing comes, support whatever future prospects they open up for themselves.)



shooby do wa. or something

is nick dating the ex? how do i feel about this? am im really only... fascinated, like new gossip? more of a how did this come to be sense. annika of course, but oh well, maybe we were just wrongly reading body language. i fear i care not, though i know neither.


hmm i meant that in the we not just me sense, btw im not so schizo right now. Nice to see jeremy, and alex, and kailyn (spelling?) and paul adrianne though i dont really know what to say to her in real life. Its been ages since i said a word to her, i was a shadow man, boy really, she never knew me, i never knew her, more heroine then human. melissa, i wish she was different, or more different in a way i could dislike, not that i have a crush on her anymore, but i wish i didnt get sparks of joy from her presence. Sometimes that falling thing is exhausting. In the long run, really, its hard to keep smiles on your face from history. its even more confusing when they fade though, at least this way i get good kicks the rest of my life, even if undeserving oh complex mind.

if your lost read the following. i fall easy. i fall often (or so it seemed) i tend to fall forever, or at least until something drastic happens something changes, snaps, tears away those good memories to the point of no longer longing but dreading.
uh i digress, sometimes i wonder why i still get a kick out of seeing a person whom ive fallen for even when its been years u know? it seems overwhelming at times just to carry that weight. the weight of past loves, even if positive.

need more? less? comment.

anyway, shit what am i saying. uh good times good peoples.
stage left. no really he did! (is that a bad joke or what)

uh i wish for insanity. Going to boulder tomorrow, err today, in a few hours. we three and drive my loco for something like 14 hours. i done it alone, no tengo problemo.

i should probably pack something eh?


anyway. uh anyway soon i shall depart with loved ones, and i fear for us.


I spend time wondering about the canals, the springs, the current of our underground rivers. can we find support, can our bonds hold under the burden of these coming desert storms? have we planted enough seeds? have we an oasis?