Update

Pseudo blind date update.
Maybe I wasn't bringing my A game.
Maybe she wasn't.
But no spark.
You know what's hard?  Trying to make things happen when you're not feeling it. Following through when you don't have a role. Not seeing people in their element.

Maybe it was just a bad pseudo date idea, but what would be for me?
I just want to get to know people, and love them, but if you don't seem them when they are passionate or in need, then what is there... just normal human.
Humans are cool.
But meh.