Its Wednesday. This week is going fine... I have less clients today and don't really know what to do with myself. I am exercising a bit, made some lunch. Probably do Spanish. Gonna see a friend for dinner.
Had dinner with my mom and step dad last night, hung out for a few hours.
Monday and Tuesday had busier days at work... back in the flow of seeing clients.
Tomorrow maybe doing open mic? Friday maybe a social thing at the place down the street...? stranger danger. Sat energy healing appointment. Sunday Flamenco show...
I mean, I have things. But it all feels very routine and not very life changing.
I keep waiting for something that gives me new direction, and it keeps not happening. Considering maybe trying to teach again at a college or something. Maybe going to trivia weekly and having it act as a drop in spot for friends or acquaintances. I don't really want to commit to something bigger -worried it will be too much energy and not worth the effort. Protests? sure... but probably not organizing or joining a political campaign. I told myself if I don't meet someone new by September I have to get on a dating app, but in my past experience that's been a lot about voyeurism (seeing opportunities) and less about actually meeting someone. Hoping to go to Mexico City next spring... can probably start planning.
Don't know what I am doing with family. Haven't talked to E in months. There was definitely a drop in my social interactions...
I dunno, I guess I didn't have a lot to say. Maybe do some dishes... Probably could have used another cup of coffee.
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