I dont really have the mind capacity tk journal right now. It’s been a hard day. E came over to get stuff. She doesnt really want to move on. Its hard to say to someone “were not a good fit” when you love them, have loved them, miss loving them. I can remember so many happy times.
Yesterday i was considering a year in asia. Today im wondering if I’ll buy a home in roseville and ask her to move in again.
Life is messy.
Seeing how much is gone physically, how many tasks are done without her… it’s been a day full of grief.
Im gonna watch a movie instead of being productive. Im drained. I want to check out. Better a movie than gummies right? At least tonight.
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