Lazy sunday

Today I went to church. Did laundry. Wrote to Courtney who I should write back. 

I did not get all my business or financial stuff in order like I had hoped to. A little bit done, but not sure it is even right. I started some of the divesting from Wells Fargo I’ve been meaning to do, but it’s still not fully there. 

I didn’t spend much time outside despite it being close to 50 out. I felt very unmotivated and spend a lot of time on my phone. In church today, they said we were allowed to rest and it didn’t make us bad to do so… but it’s another one of my hang ups. 

I did a little reading on the wounded healer… nothing too revelatory.  I listened to some tarot videos. I listened to some good music. 

This week is the last week of February. Last scrapbooking class on Wednesday. February went quick! 

I’m hoping to start a business in 2-3 months and it takes at least that long to get credentialed. I just need to get all the paperwork done and in… then I can work on the fun creative parts like a website and a personal description and buying stuff…

I don’t know why it all feels so hard. 

Maybe last minute I will abandon this plan and just leave for Southeast Asia for a year. That’s always a possibility right?

I’m a little worried im getting sick. It wouldn’t be so bad to have a reason to take three days off if I could actually get shit done while I was sick. 

Church was really good today. 

I want more positive community in my life.  It would be nice to have a partner. Maybe after I finish this paperwork.