when i get home  im gonna start another blog   that  will be just random shit i write  when i  feel like writing  random shit,   that way  i dont have to completely mess up some of the more processed thoughts on this site,    not that all of these or even many are processed   but     heres an idea
"New Acceptance 
Oh how shadily you came to me, wild and impatient, eyes full of wonderment, styles in black and green and brown. And your hair was sort of red colored, like that bella street performer, the child who danced and danced and danced her days and wrinkles away. Her pigment sort of orange and green, probably too obscene for the old rich folks who's eyes did gleam and side with frustration. But you who came in feral disguise, do hide your claws, in these ribbed sides, tears I cried and stretched away to find conformity, and our calculations were only slightly off that day. So I walked on in unfamiliar streets backed by dealers, their sneaky impressions left in shadows. I could not be bothered with raging winds or sad songs sung after these dying days. I could but feel you on my shoulders and naught else then. 
With hours passed I found your presense fully submerged and my being in nervousness, gradually lifted guards and found u easily consumed. So now i promote thee, shelter thee in sadness, and yet with gladness sing thy song. Who could know in childhood screaming all your being can be so gentlybound, I could say im not afraid, but that is lies. "
maybe i will tell u the address   maybe not.       Joel  sent me a funny website thing with some nice valentines ideas.    Thanks to him.     
Peace and love   TAff
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