Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

I was trying to go to bed real early.... partially cuz i was bored, partially because of the headache... I read some homework.... fell asleep...was woken a half an hour later by the washing machine... oh well.

Now i cant get back... amongst thoughts of fires, and spiritual ceremonies, and people, and desires, I was trying not to be on the internet all night. I guess I am a failure. My mom called and was disappointed for me, but more disappointed I think that I hadnt told her i didnt get the teach for america gig...
I forget who i tell sad things to.