Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

UM Nova wrote me, thats awesome, I mean lots of people have been writing me and it gives me a small celebration in my soul eachtime, but nova wrote me and im pretty sure I owed her like two e mails so I felt bad but she didn't seem to care. Anyway I guess i will see her soon.
Also I will update soon
but she sent me this silly poem I wrote a long time ago, Im not sure when though, I feel like I should be able to place it but I dont remember, Also I think its funny how I use to refer to women I had crushes on as animals in poems, im fairly sure mouse, elephant and cow were all girls I had crushes on (cow being nikki and it had nothing to do with appearances in any of the cases I dont think just like inside jokes or things they had said to me clicked at some point.

anyway i think this poem might have gotten erased cuz i havent seen it in a long time so thanks to nova

Whether you're the walker with the crooked leg swing
Or the one who walks straight an old style king
Your knees will give out eventually
So whats the point of the act we've weaved?
The purposeful miscalculations the thoughtful deceit
Assuring you know yourself to your friends
Unsure what is you and where the cloak ends
------Born in a phase bring it to pass
Describe it as nothing
for you are but glass
See through and vulnerable
Strong in the soul
Forget we are birds run into windows
----I haven't seen your positivity in days
Haven't made that mouse joke in quite awhile
Hurt from cow almost forgotten
Elephant in style
--Funny the young one made you love her in a day
She like all the others
They all make you feel that way
Funny it's been 2 days and you can't even remember what she looks like
Just the connection and energy derived from the passion of her soul
The positivity as a goal
Of course
You're happy to pay the cost
An hour or 2 of dreams and a longing for 4 am love affair flings
She's gone, heart stings
--Sad but so wonderful
Who would dare to be so vulnerable who would choose?
Only those with nothing to lose or everything to give and I long to be one one day
That day so far away the day the world stops
---I wonder where Micah is today____
I wonder at which stop she got off and why I didn't notice till now
Oh recount the days the love the play in your mind where only you speak the lines but in two voices as if both character's choices were the same and they never are_____
-----Dream always of touching truth expressing the beauty you know in your soul
Too bad you taint it
Too bad you only show its taintedness
--The only truth you could ever even tell is that love of god love of life and love of love itself but definitely not in a way people could understand (tell em to look in your eyes)
___ So listen to rent and watch Moulin Rouge learn to love life learn how not to confuse
Learn its ok to live the life of a man
Learn its ok to live long
Forget your selfish childhood dreams of dying while young a creator of beauty a soul who knew and expressed the beauty in words or in paint the love around them the sound the dance
Forget you would give it all to show the world you loved it
Live it
Give back to it in a small dose
A medicinal pill
A shot or a word
Could sooth the mildly ill
And probably fulfill your need for a thrill
Most definitely forget your love of women so much you want to be one and act like ruthless man
or don't and be happy without anyone who understands