Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

I was just thinking talking to a lady friend about strippers, always playing the fantasy, never getting to be human. I was thinking thats got to be incredibly hard, cuz really you cant win. they can never live up to the fantasy they wish to create, only with the person's help (which they are often willing to give, but sometimes for a very negative conclusion) its just weird, i mean we need these people as much as we need our "wiseman-jesus archetype" we need our fantasies to go on with our lives, they fill voids and give us hope. Still they are human, they have all the troubles and more of humans. Rough
(heres what i said to the lady, maybe it will be more clear, none of this was thought out too well)

TAFFY man1 [1:53 AM]: i find it really interesting to see you basically taking the normal male perspective on such activities.
--her comments (didnt know if it was ok or not)
TAFFY man1 [2:01 AM]: i was thinking this fantasy, is sort of like a wise man, or like jesus or something, because basically no human can live up to it, but we all like to fantasize about them, glorify them in some way rather then seeing them for who they are. but also its essential, we need to have our role models, heroes, and yes fantasies so that we can go on being human. but it must be a hard role to play, especially considering all the negative sides of that job in particular.
--her comments (didnt know if it was ok or not)
TAFFY man1 [2:01 AM]: not only like what they as people feel but also the way it may screw up their lives just within our societal structure

i dont know, maybe i can research more (go to more strip clubs and watch more porn and read more manuscripts written hundreds of years ago, and mythology and all sorts of shit)

----sorry if that was all -repeat