Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

Now children observe Mike attempt to clear some stuff up and watch as he loses half his audience

First off I must say I spent a good deal of the day cranky delirious confused and really really tired, after that I spent an hour feeling sick and gross, and then I spent the rest of the day happy. So I must say thank you to Aimee and Ilanit and Lacey for bringing that smile to my face. As yall always seem to do. Um so I was talking to a friend of mine, and she was asking me what I thought about different aspects of relationships and love in general, and we agreed on a lot of stuff which gave me a good boost, uh I told her I would write on love tonight, so I have been thinking about it, its weird cause this stuff is so natural to me that I have a hard time expressing it. I even went and looked up some love poetry and stuff and I'm listening to nice church camp stuff which always makes me think of love. The hippie sites had some nice stuff but not clear cut enough for me. Basically this is easy stuff, yall probably already know it in some form and if not its like (mike scrambles to think of something really easy) breathing with a completely healthy body and such.

So this one time I was at a party (KP's house) real chill, real casual, good times had by all, and I was talking to all these kids who I wouldn't normally talk to, not cuz i dont like em just cuz well Im not a "cool" party person, I mean im cool with em we'd say "whats up?" but nothing else, anyway we started talking bout religion and politics and energy and music and the flow of the world and we were all bouncing off each other and explaining everything to each other and it was like perfect bliss (like thats what my life is for I know it just having conversations like that) and I was trying to lead these kids to something I had discovered sometime on some trip in my head and my heart and my soul, and we got to this point where we were just like "Life is love, and love is life." And we didn't have anything else to say we all sat there shaking our heads going yes everything makes sense that way. (I was also trying to teach them they could figure this out with out acid and cacti and fungi and shit like that but they weren't having that, they must have all thought I smoked mad pot or something)

Anyway I was gonna go on and talk about all these smaller love questions and stuff tonight, but like I realized its much easier to just tell that story, everything I have ever known to be true in my life works with that equation and I still question it constantly but it works out. So when my friend (and I'll broaden this in a sec) asks me what I thought about people who dont believe in love like should they just kill themselves or something. I told her life isn't life without love either the person calls it a different thing, or he(she) is just keeping life from himself(her) deceiving themselves or something. So apply that to the world every living thing in every culture with every belief just wants love just wants life, everything is equal everyone is united everything is everything am I makin sense? I'd love to hear any comments on anything.

On another note, so I can wrap all this up in a nice neat little package, this also works with my whole Christian thing, cuz basically just replace those words with God and it all works out again. (we had this same discussion at a party at Petes once, I fell in love with this chica names Josie, cuz I fall in love real easy and she has some passion to her)

So basically if u see me flipping out which I do, cuz I get confused and stupid sometimes, just say "Mike what are you doing is this in the love plan?" and sometimes when I cant find any other options I do occasionally flip out on the love plan cuz im weak and I cant find any other way to do it so sorry for that in advance. I'm still an asshole for now. but uh Peace and Love spread it and sorry if I gave ya a comp virus (i hear it just sends porn to people-which yeah) anywho as Nick hexum says "stay positive and love your life"