Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

Do you ever feel like you are leading yourself on and recognizing this is really disappointing so you just keep up the act?
-You got no reason to believe.
-Its just too exciting to pass up.

My problem is not only am I sort of doing this (on and off in my head) but also then I worry that I am tying myself down to it... so it keeps me from pursuing other alternatives...

I think we have all been there right? Its easier to like someone who is unavailable.

We had a really good reading on intimacy the other day... made me start thinking about what I do and don't do.