Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

today was not an easy day... still on a list the highs outnumber the lows

Highs:
lunch with my mom (turkish food)
oil change at luxury auto wash place with free pop and squirt guns for the kids!
dinner and talk with melissa
talking with lex
drawing
seeing krystin

lows:
comp
sadness/worries
seeing krystin
worries



Me and melissa are hoping to make it to morris in a few days to see our house... maybe sign the lease, have dinner with lex, i told my dad i would be back by sunday to have dinner.


I've had a headache on and off for about a week. its one of those really bland sort of dull headaches that you dont really notice till you sit still, lay down, or listen to music loudly. melissa told me a friend of hers had a headache and they found out her brain was bleeding. its so stupidly dull i dont want to take tylenol or anything because it doesnt seem like its big enough, and yet everytime i sit for a moment im reminded "oh yeah i have a headache."
i think its built up pressure... but thats so silly when things seem aight.
I feel bad about it, but for days now i have been waking up and going to sleep thinking i need a face and head rub from lex.