Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

why dont i have any friends with whom i can confide, whom i can vent to and without fear that their own prejudices or biases will cloud their vision?
they all care too much to allow me to be hurt, or know full well that i will crash the damn car anyway... i claim to be open... to telling everyone everything... but i cant explain these sorts of feelings and those who understand dont want to know...