Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

also scrap that whole chasing deal, im thuroughly convinced now that i have stumbled into a new form of egotism that keeps me from appreciating things. (though that also just sounds like depression) so maybe i am thuroughly depressed but i dont have any reason. so that would be stupid. Maybe im just over analyzing maybe im just being more egotistical, maybe i like and create drama.

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in the future, if i ever get a wire fence (probably wont happen) Im gonna tell everyone its electric, just to see if they touch it.


this whole appreciation thing is cuz i havent loved anything in awhile, i mean other then myself (hence the chasing idea, but then i just really thought about it and it expanded to everything.)

i need love, the other day i talked to god for like an hour and then blew him off the rest of the day. this is a problem. Everything is handed my way, and i have nothing to fight for, no need to have faith. The problem with coping.