A cd- let's make it a tape of recordings... and then I can hand out Walkmans for people to listen to it (so exclusive)
A book - let's make it something obscure and science fictional so that no one is interested.
A painting - let's put it on a website or hang it in a small coffee shop gallery near the bathroom so no one will look...
And after that maybe I can get back on a track where I care about the world in a meaningful way, a way in which I desire to contribute to the solutions.
But until then I don't want the responsibility, it creates a pool of dread and resistance somewhere in me, very similarly to when I was a teenager.
So new beginnings, yes but also quite familiar.
Woke up at 7:20 to go for a walk with my Dad, he slept in accidentally. I am le tired.
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