Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

Not having a car is starting to get to me.
Also I am totally out of it...
Intellectually I am looking for stimulation but not feeling much emotionally. Its hard to fake it too.
Like I know I should care... but its kind of numb over here.
Doing things out of obligation but not really wanting to.
I have work to do and it seems hard to get into the right frame of mind.
I have doubts about the worth of most actions right now.
I am wondering if I just burned myself out on fantasy.
So introverted.