I say the following because I am tired.

Small talk all day is exhausting.

It bothers me how little I have to say to friends. And how little they have to say to me.

I think I have lost my ability to have a conversation.
All summer I have been feeling like this.
It gets worse and worse... a big part of it is because I am totally self absorbed, a big part is because I have nothing in common (ie school, work, upbringing) a huge part of it is becuase I am not sure how interested I am, especially in small talk.

I'm sorry if I offend. I am tired.