Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

dave says "dont burn the day away" but i find myself sitting more and more full of self pity, and facebook stalking... if thats not bad enough thats just where the obsession starts...
I alternate between worrying about homework and wondering about Lex for like 12 hours at a time.
i dont know what I want... Im gonna stop talking about it after this.
I need to make some changes, I dont know how necessarily but it needs to happen because i cant keep doing this and not getting anything done... at least melissa helpfully suggested that some of us play scrabble tonight, cuz that gets me doing something... maybe i need to be on campus more or go to the library... its sucks everything involves computers...

it must be the red car syndrome...


to finish the song...
"Is this not enough?
This blessed sip of life, is it not enough?
Staring down at the ground
Oh, then complain and pray for more from above,
You greedy little pig,
Stop, just watch your world trickle away
Oh, it's your problem now
It'll all be dead and gone in a few short years
....
Love, love, love, what more is there?
'Cause we need the light of love in here
Don't beat your head, and dry your eyes, let the love in there
The bad times, well that's okay,
Let's just look for love in here, yeah"
~pig