Sunday, October 02, 2005



missing this girl, hoping to spend some time with her in a few months...

So i am avoiding the dreaded homework (2 short papers and a test to study for) but i have many hours, and at least a moon. Listening to Linus. Oh indy emo punk...
pretty sad that they are better than sparta.

anyway. Uh the retreat was awesome, i had a really good time, tried to listen more than i talked and felt like there were a lot of people who i would really want to get to know. Im not gonna name any of em, they tended to be my age (I wonder if that says something) I have been missing out on some things me thinks at the end of the retreat i felt kind of sad because although i will see these cats again we wont have anymore of these kinds of things, its always that trip you know? the one where u fall in love and are ripped out of it, in like seconds. (i dont think i loved them, but i do get crushes easily, which never turn in to anything)
one of the chicas is going to india with us, which i have been looking forward to more than any other trip, but what saddens me is that i know it will be that same kind of trip "fallout of love again, your dreams all end.."~jf anyway yeah especially if i stay in europe, like "hey cats i love all of you, i will never see you again" (some of them are graduating-they my age)
HMMM

so yes, yes (the build up of the song) "cut your ribbon, as it follows you, everything! everything! how can you sleep at night?! as it falls apart, anything! anything! how can you sleep at night???" (switched to sparta)


as you can see i figured out pics for blogger again, but i dont know what i have to post...

um yeah shit happened yesterday as in nada, i saw one of the ladies from the retreat at the store of happy intoxication I thought it was funny but felt like a complete goon cuz I am embarassed around new people who i want to be friends with.


oh shit i am getting fucking boring on here, pssssss

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