Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

Instead of going to the bank and doing the things i need to do, i will post.

The garage sale was smooth, i dont know if im getting a kick down or not but eh we made a few bucks and got rid of a bunch of shit and that was the goal mostly. That whole waking up at 7:00 thing was a bit uncool though. thats ll you get on that one
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Hmm we went to see chris the other day and that was interesting. First off the facility is in the middle of nowhere, but then its also not like a secure place or anything, i mean we could have easily snuck him tons of drugs and shit and they wouldnt have noticed. all we had to do was sign our names on a sheet of paper, like a quick guestbook and then we could go anywhere. We could have kidnapped chris and they wouldnt have noticed for quite a few hours. Its a nice place, and on top of that he gets treated pretty decent it seems, though they pulled some shit on him doubling his time there, and then adding a year at a half way house afterwards. Still I'd say he got off easy and i think he knows how lucky he is, and if he doesnt then thats pretty sad. Im hoping he stays clean, but u never can tell.

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Hmm the other day i got all sad, (lately when im sad i get really tired-i fell asleep at a random kids house last night) anyway, i got sad cuz i was talkin to gabs and realized we only have like a few weeks left. plus me and some cats are planning on goin to CO now for a week (like 11th through 16) or something and i just talked to jenny e and she said she was leaving on the 15th and i dunno it all seems too soon, and im much more worried about losing touch with people this time cuz half of em are already moving out to their place and possibly not coming back, and the others well i dont have a big trip and adventures to tell them so why would they keep in touch? I guess im just real sad about not knowing if i can hold on to something, and i mean that in the way of "let it go and see if it comes back" im worried the love wont return. I worry i havent done enough to make it feel at home.

im sure there will be more of that coming thats the shortened version.

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so this play fighting thing, first off this seems to be with just one person. (i dont know if it will continue, or maybe it was just last week or whatever, either way)

You know how little kids fight sometimes , like wrestling but it doesnt mean they are trying to hurt eachother, more just uh express closeness? This female friend of mine started picking fights and i responded, and later apparently she said something to another friend about thinking i was liking it or something, and i was, and this other friend likes to joke that im just trying to feel her up, and i am in a sense, but not like in a dirty way. I wouldnt grope her or anything, its a weird situation, but it doesnt make me uncomfortable really. I dont really know what im trying to say, i just think its an interesting thing people do sometimes and i dont know what to think or if its "right" or not. if you're saying "what the fuck mike?" right now, that seems to be the right response. If i've given the message that im feeling up a friend of mine while "fighting" that would be sort of incorrect, its weird i actually think of it more like dancing when its going on, wonder what steps to take next and how not to hurt her. strange very.


janis singing "flower in the sun" is most excellent. mostly i just like how she stays on top and rising and changing time with the music and everything, truly a wonderful vocalist, seriously its pretty spectacular. That band was damn good. i could go on all day with my bad speech and such but really i gotta go to work.