Wednesday, June 11, 2003

a thing i dislike very much, and i know i have talked about this before, but its like u can say "the words are the worlds i sailed upon" (a phish quote) u can say that all you want but its never enough, i mean the words arent. They are never enough to exress anything real, never a true feeling or thought. Never how much a person means to you, or the beauty of a thing, or even worse the essence of something. Its just bullshit, true enlightenment is just direct communication with the world. so why arent the fucken scientists and everyone else working on that. lets get enlightened. lets be lets quit spending moments trying and just do it. no more bullshit no?

fuck this noise. damnit it still doesnt work. fuck oh well, more babble expect it. and i think im doin better so illy is a goddess.

and after that crazy evil dream i had about highschool, i had another one the next night almost exactly the same only everything was much more calm and i think it ad everything to do with the fact tim and kristen came over and gave me some suggestions for classes to take so thank yall you too are elevated to new heights. and why is height spelled with an e seriously its not even a good language.

i need a picture, im actually ot pissed at all right now im pretty damn good, except i have energy and energy needs expression and lack of expression leads to frustration so sometimes im frustrated.

good luck to all the graduates and the fucken kids who are taking a summer break from highschool after tomorrow. cuz college maybe be "harder" but college woul be incredible shit if ya hadnt gone though the hell of highschool and the somehow worse jr high.

so yall are doin sweet.

peace and love,
"i just dont know what to do with myself!!" ~ whitestripes doing some burt bacharach

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