Thursday, June 07, 2012

Thinking bout weddings,
James and Julie asked me to do a reading, with pizazz
I have been practicing.

Thinking about integrity
how to stay true to my own values
and to my self

Thinking bout weddings,
My Dad had asked, guilt tripped, I wept
through the whole ceremony

Thinking about integrity
I love you, is this love,
or needless sacrifice

Thinking bout weddings,
I don't WANT to make it,
it hurts me to hear you ask.

Thinking about integrity...



I am not really sure where I stand these days... I used to believe in self sacrifice, but I did so believing that the relationship had time to repair, that I was strong enough, that we were. So what happens when you don't have a guarantee of rebuilding? When it comes down to my heart vs their heart.

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