I was reading poetry tonight. A local poet by the name of 6 is 9 (or Khary Jackson) who had wowed me a few weeks back. I have his spoken word cd in my car and had listened to his piece about artists and poets, and then I raced inside to look for the words, saddened when I couldn't find them in the chap book, I eagerly searched for them throughout his myspace. I came up short. I read a lot of good ones though... So much so that I wanted to find a piece of mine that I could be equally as proud of, so I searched through them less eagerly on one of the 50 million blogs I keep. I came up short.
Its always that way isn't it? Not quite inspired enough to go for the gold or really hit the right note, so your poetry falls flat, so that even when you are really into it, its still just not olympic.
This is why we revere Gods at mountains and oceans instead of in ourselves.
The thought of having 11 followers freaks me out.
You should be devoting your time to something higher like world peace or ending starvation or giving all humans free health care or ending slavery or making people smile, or at least giving them good orgasms.
One of my students said that I always push them to do better, its a good thing we don't talk about orgasms at school.
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On 4 other notes...
A) Chatroulette! seems like it would be really fun, but I am too scared to show my face.
B) I have no idea how to do what I am supposed to do for my cult. How do you put into words and steps the process for making human connections and caring about people. Its really bothering me that I don't know how to do what is expected of me (on some level).
C) Its finals time at school... I go back and forth between being extremely proud and being extremely disappointed with my students (and the future of humankind).
D) I am really not entertaining enough to have 11 followers... Feel free to lose interest at any time.
1 comment:
I love chat roulette. It's more fun to do it with another person though. And to have props. We can do it together sometime. I'll show my face, then maybe you'll show yours too lol.
Where do I click to follow you?
And I didn't know you were in process of writing a cult manifesto. What happened to our porno comic book?
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