Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Gotta Love the Dayjoborchestra
If you can't tell the dialogue is completely made up from what it looks like they could be saying.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
"Still Exists" by John Craigie
Saw your raincoat on my porch today, crumpled up next to my feet
I must admit it seemed kinda strange, cause it hasn't rained here in weeks
Funny how things in life can be like the rain, between sun and storm we don't know what is best
The rain it is long gone but your raincoat still exists
I've been growing my beard out, got it all soft like it was with us
I know you never liked my hairy face, but it sure felt good when we touched
Funny how things in life can be like hair, we remove them but they just come back so thick
Your touch it is long gone, but my beard still exists
If you were around you'd be hearing my guitar, cause I've been playing more often than usual
I guess it's the fun of being single or the pain of knowing that you could
Funny how things in life can be like songs they begin they end and then they're gone
You stopped singing me yours a long time ago but I haven't stopped thanking you for each one that I got
Because love is not a cold, love is not the flu
I don't think getting over people is what you're supposed to do
Love is a gift, thank you love.
John Craigie is a wonderful storytelling folk singer. In the middle of this song he starts to tell a story about how failing is ok, in fact it can be good... he starts to tell this story because he is reminded of a bad show he did and a sign that he saw after that said "If you haven't failed lately, you haven't tried."
Anyway he tells a story of childhood about how he sucked at baseball and how eventually this really helped his team because he was able to strike out at the key moment and win the game.
Then he continues on with the last two verses... the two stories have nothing in common, except his gentle guitar playing, humor and love, but somehow you think the whole world is related after he is done...
Its really beautiful.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Sucker for Love
I recently caught myself thinking some pretty extreme thoughts about someone who I am not even really attracted to because I thought they might not judge me.
When I review the list of people I have really liked it was usually because they liked me, I am not saying I like everyone who likes me... but the people who seemed to hint that they could accept me, I let my guard down to.
I dunno.... just interesting.
time for bed
Not a Knight Tonight
Yeah... I feel pretty lame.
Also... I still get sick.
but it was a good show... thanks to Becky for making me aware of it... and also Jess for inviting me because I wouldn't have gone otherwise.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
off balance like the biker with the case of Natty Ice
Its always that way isn't it? Not quite inspired enough to go for the gold or really hit the right note, so your poetry falls flat, so that even when you are really into it, its still just not olympic.
This is why we revere Gods at mountains and oceans instead of in ourselves.
The thought of having 11 followers freaks me out.
You should be devoting your time to something higher like world peace or ending starvation or giving all humans free health care or ending slavery or making people smile, or at least giving them good orgasms.
One of my students said that I always push them to do better, its a good thing we don't talk about orgasms at school.
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On 4 other notes...
A) Chatroulette! seems like it would be really fun, but I am too scared to show my face.
B) I have no idea how to do what I am supposed to do for my cult. How do you put into words and steps the process for making human connections and caring about people. Its really bothering me that I don't know how to do what is expected of me (on some level).
C) Its finals time at school... I go back and forth between being extremely proud and being extremely disappointed with my students (and the future of humankind).
D) I am really not entertaining enough to have 11 followers... Feel free to lose interest at any time.
Monday, March 08, 2010
Wonderland
I associate Alice in Wonderland with two things:
B: The storyteller.
Warmth and sleep, I swear I wanted to listen all night or hold you but I was equally wishing to dream of the stories you told, sang, became.
I spent the whole movie wanting to text you, wondering if you had seen it, what you thought, if it was blasphemy or good, if it was exciting or sad.
I wanted to write my number on your wall and say "for drunk dialing on your new phone, sing me a song again."
There is a scene in the movie that reminds me of the excitement and trepidation of new love, I don't mean the feeling of being excited for someone new, or liking someone, a crush... I mean recognizing that you love someone, approaching them for the first time after recognizing it, a surge of confidence as you embrace the idea, a slight fear that the other person doesn't, and the nervousness of not knowing if it all shows too much, because you can't hold back your smile, or the joy you feel at seeing them. You feel certain that everything has changed though its still all in the same place, and your love... standing or sitting or resting just so in their place... makes you want to thank the heavens that they are still there.
Its like recognizing that your reality is the dream you have been loving and waiting for.
Every thing in its right place.
It was nice to feel, even if it was just a movie.