Flowings of Your Everlasting Taffyman

I dont really know what to say, im sort of weird right now, but uh i should say what i been up to. So lets see its been almost a week. Last friday night we went to st. cloud to see nick howard and that was cool. Got to see some of his art work, even talked politics and revolution for a bit. that night me and becky watched a movie, and chilled.

The next day i saw gabs and elizabeth which was really nice, but i sort of felt like i was being a little bit mean and depressing and too talkative. They seemed like they had fun, are doing stuff with their lives and shit. nice to hear from em. that night me and becky went out to eat and watched some more movies. it was valentines and i had gotten her some stuff, including flowers where i met a really interesting lady. she stressed individuality. I figure i got that in my bag already or if not then at least been through it.

sunday i went out to lunch with chris d who seems to be getting his life together one day at a time but doing better. it was nice to talk to him though we didnt have much to say.

tonight we saw the vagina monologues a nice entertaining way to hear and see some of the stuff we talk about in my women studies class twice a week. becky had a hard time with some of it.

Kristen played and it was wonderful, though didnt sound the same, she was singing mostly higher pitched songs. really amazing, i was smiling a big ass grin. i couldnt tell which songs were her's, i thought the last one sounded like a song tim wrote many years ago. she was really funny, and the crowd loved her. its so nice to see her do stuff like that, its beautiful, its the stuff i've been wanting her to do for years and she seemed excited to do it, so thats really great.

its been a really weird day. discussing violence and horrible crimes, and hearing some good and some horrible stories, even though i have heard them before (read the book twice)

hmmm i still dont know what this feeling is, a seriousness and a sadness. knowing and wishing for better